Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Think about it.
I have realised that no matter how much we dont want drama in our life, some is always going to follow us. Were teenagers and thats what you get. Hunny, if you think you drama free think again.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
not liking this..
lately i have been feeling so distant to everyone.
it feels as if everyone is getting closer to one another but me and that I'm getting left behind.
A lot of people are changing and i feel I'm just staying the same.
i miss the way things used to be so good for me
but then i realise when things were good for me they probally weren't that great for others.
i don't want to be selfish, so I'm not going to try change a thing.
ill try my best to still be there until the day comes when everything starts to fall into place again.
it feels as if everyone is getting closer to one another but me and that I'm getting left behind.
A lot of people are changing and i feel I'm just staying the same.
i miss the way things used to be so good for me
but then i realise when things were good for me they probally weren't that great for others.
i don't want to be selfish, so I'm not going to try change a thing.
ill try my best to still be there until the day comes when everything starts to fall into place again.
i was just thinking
i hate it when people dont notice that they have perfetly great frinds right infront of there noses, so they go seek better people all the time and when they find them they just cut out the old ones but when they get fucked over just come running back... im really getting sick of this. I have always been the one who sticks by everyone even when we drift apart and the one that is constantly there when people need me. I have never really had a friend do the same back.. Im the one that they come to for advice and tell about their problems but not many people seem to listen to mine. I really dont have may complications in my life but i always seem get dragged into other peoples drama. I dont really have a friend that i can talk to about anything and everything because most of them dont seem to care or they just say stupid things back like i dont know. All this is probally why i cut off most of my emotions so i can help the peple who need me the most.
hmph
hmph
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