This past week.

has gotten me thinking about how much everything and everyone has changed including myself.

I feel uncomfortable with people i used to tell everything to, I don't share my secrets with the ones i call my best friends anymore and i feel as though we all are in different groups now that its changed the way we all see things and are no longer on the same page, that if i do something ill be judged upon it.

In my mind I've worked out who I actually open up to and feel comfortable around.

I never thought it would be the people they actually are.

Looking back on the past just makes me shiver as it seems like it was the best time in the world.

Everyone was so close, comfortable with each other and acted so stupid and immature but no doubt we always have fun.

I hope next year rises back up because this year I'm afraid the plane has crashed.