It's so hard to face reality right now.
I have so many things running through my head and when its the right time to speak up, i just choke on my own words.
Watching the people i care about fighting over the silliest of things and watching a person so close to my heart on his deathbed.
Everyone has opinions and fights but this is seriously not the time for it all.
One side of the family against another.
I think everyone should have a say then all be open to everyones opinions then try work out a logical and safe solution.
People are just so oblivious that things they want will most likely not fix anything, make things worse and more painful.
Why can't we just keep doing what we were all doing and most possibly make the chances higher, after all he has survived 17 years so far.
Its a persons life you just can't take a guess and hope you made the right decision.
What hurts me the most is to see that no one was around apart from the few who lived close,
But as soon as it became terminal everyone wants to interfere and take over.
As though they are fighting over love and who is better.
I love my family but this is just too far.
I have never had to deal with a death in my life as of yet.
I hope i don't have to anytime soon.
Friday, January 8, 2010
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